“I love everyone, but I don’t trust anyone,” was a common slogan for me. I had acquired a rather jaded attitude after a lifetime of being disappointed that human beings are in fact not always challenging their highest capacities and frequently, I felt hurt and personally offended😅 by their humanness.
For a woman who had acquired such a deep sense of mistrust, the sense of deep peace and a deep trust of life and its unfoldment has been a new experiences. I look back on my traumas and tribulations and see the gifts they have given me, despite their temporary costs. In ceremony, one thing that is confusing in one ceremony, falls perfectly into an ever expansive tapestry I begin to understand in the next—-leading to more questions—-but I am starting to perceive the divine intelligence behind the spirals and unfolding and expansion.
I understand that the consequences of “mistakes” serve to put me on my highest path and now know it is my choice whether to minimize or maximize the time I spend off course, out of alignment or creating unconsciously.
I feel so deeply grateful to be able to look at my life from a Birds Eye view since starting this path and rather than a deep distrust of life there is a reverence for its unfoldment and a conscious knowing that I would choose the same struggles and experiences that I have in order to be to integrate the gifts that came out of them.
I am so grateful for the container of love, learning, accountability, resources, consistency, and support Pachama Sacred Paths provides for the community as a whole and feel deeply impacted and blessed to have gotten to be a part of this group.
-Adrianna McManus
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